@His sufferings were inexpressible; but it was by them that he merited for us the grace necessary to
resist those temptations to despair which will assail us at the hour of death,—that tremendous hour
when we shall feel that we are about to leave all that is dear to us here below. When our minds,
weakened by disease, have lost the power of reasoning, and even our hopes of mercy and forgiveness
are become, as it were, enveloped in mist and uncertainty,—then it is that we must fly to Jesus,
unite our feelings of desolation with that indescribable dereliction which he endured upon the Cross,
and be certain of obtaining, a glorious victory over our infernal enemies. Jesus then offered to his
Eternal Father his poverty, his dereliction, his labours, and, above all, the bitter sufferings which
our ingratitude had caused him to endure in expiation for our sins and weaknesses; no one, therefore,
who is united to Jesus in the bosom of his Church must despair at the awful moment preceding his
exit from this life, even if he be deprived of all sensible light and comfort; for he must then remember
that the Christian is no longer obliged to enter this dark desert alone and unprotected,’ as Jesus has
cast his own interior and exterior dereliction on the Cross into this gulf of desolation, consequently
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he will not be left to cope alone with death, or be suffered to leave this world in desolation of spirit,
deprived of heavenly consolation. All fear of loneliness and despair in death must therefore be cast
away; for Jesus, who is our true light, the Way, the Truth, and the Life, has preceded us on that
dreary road, has overspread it with blessings, and raised his Cross upon it, one glance at which will
calm our every fear. Jesus then (if we may so express ourselves) made his last testament in the
presence of his Father, and bequeathed the merits of his Death and Passion to the Church and to
sinners. Not one erring soul was forgotten; he thought of each and every one; praying, likewise,
even for those heretics who have endeavoured to prove that, being God, he did not suffer as a man
would have suffered in his place. The cry which he allowed to pass his lips in the height of his
agony was intended not only to show the excess of the sufferings he was then enduring, but likewise
to encourage all afflicted souls who acknowledge God as their Father to lay their sorrows with filial
confidence at his feet. It was towards three o’clock when he cried out in a loud voice, ‘Eloi, Eloi,
lamma sabacthani?’ ‘My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?’ These words of our Lord
interrupted the dead silence which had continued so long; the Pharisees turned towards him, and