{"id":4257,"date":"2016-11-29T23:39:07","date_gmt":"2016-11-29T23:39:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/?p=4257"},"modified":"2017-02-01T04:37:07","modified_gmt":"2017-02-01T04:37:07","slug":"at-an-altar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/at-an-altar\/","title":{"rendered":"The Mailbag: At An Altar"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"font-size: 16px; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica Neue, Helvetica, Arial, Lucida Grande, sans-serif; color: #000; background-color: #fff;\">\n<div id=\"yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474732312922_3450\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #008000;\"><em><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474732312922_3454\" class=\"yahoo_quoted\" style=\"display: block;\">\n<div id=\"yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474732312922_3453\" style=\"font-size: 16px; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica Neue, Helvetica, Arial, Lucida Grande, sans-serif;\">\n<div id=\"yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474732312922_3452\" style=\"font-size: 16px; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica Neue, Helvetica, Arial, Lucida Grande, sans-serif;\">\n<div id=\"yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474732312922_3738\" class=\"y_msg_container\">\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572\">\n<div id=\"yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474732312922_3740\">\n<div id=\"yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474732312922_3739\" style=\"font-size: 16px; font-family: HelveticaNeue, Helvetica Neue, Helvetica, Arial, Lucida Grande, sans-serif; color: #000; background-color: #fff;\">\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_4613\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3127\" src=\"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/logoinside.gif\" alt=\"logoinside\" width=\"350\" height=\"45\" \/><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_4613\">\n<hr \/>\n<\/div>\n<div><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-4258\" src=\"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/datauri-file.png\" alt=\"datauri-file\" width=\"545\" height=\"375\" srcset=\"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/datauri-file.png 545w, https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/datauri-file-255x175.png 255w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 545px) 100vw, 545px\" \/><b id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5002\"><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5003\" style=\"font-size: 13.5pt;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/b><\/div>\n<table id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5004\" class=\"yiv3700222572yahoo-compose-table-card yiv3700222572img-overlay-selected yahoo-compose-table-card\" border=\"1\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\">\n<tbody id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5005\">\n<tr id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5006\">\n<td id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5007\" style=\"padding: 0in;\" valign=\"top\">\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5008\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal; text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><em><span style=\"font-size: 18pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5009\">Through the Window of my Soul<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal; text-align: center;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal; text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #000000;\"><em><strong>by Mike Dial<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5010\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #000000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5011\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5012\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #000000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5013\">This sharing come in two parts. It\u2019s a little long but they are related.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5014\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #000000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5015\">The first part is about a miracle healing and confirmation in the form of a miracle image on a cloth that would seem to appear according to the viewer\u2019s faith and belief. The second part is about a dream of Jesus that happened after the healing part and comprise a mission.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5016\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #ff0000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5017\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5018\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #ff0000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5020\" style=\"color: #800000;\">I.<\/span><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5021\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"> It happened in 1994.<\/span> <span style=\"color: #000000;\">My wife, Bella was having pain in her stomach which was getting worse.\u00a0<\/span><\/span><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5023\">It got to the point that she was having difficulty driving or climbing steps. She was\u00a0<\/span><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5025\">vomiting already. The pain finally convinced her to see a doctor at the Travis hospital in\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #000000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5027\">Fairfield, California.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5028\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #000000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5029\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5030\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5031\">After the checkup, the doctor was upset why she waited so long to be seen.\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5033\">The polyps inside her looked like the result of ovarian cancer that has spread already. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><strong style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: inherit;\"><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5035\">The prognosis was not good.\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5037\">They took biopsy and we waited several days. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5038\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #000000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5039\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5040\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5041\">At home we held our usual nightly family prayer. Bella said hers loud.\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5046\">\u201cLord, you took away my parents while I was still young.\u00a0 Are you also going to take me away\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5048\">while I still have my little one? I would like to see my Marco grow up and be there for him.\u201d I glanced at a few tears flowing on her face when she added, \u201cbut not as I would have it, but Your [Will] be done.\u201d <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5049\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #ff0000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5050\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5051\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5052\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\">The next day,<\/span> the doctor called and wanted to see her to relay the test results.\u00a0We drove to the hospital at Fairfield, California, which was fifty miles away. We were running late; I dropped her at the front entrance so I could park. I was supposed to meet her at the hospital chapel after her\u00a0appointment with the doctor. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5053\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5054\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5055\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5056\">I went straight to the chapel after parking the car and was surprised that she was there already. Nobody else was around, so I asked her if she was seen by the doctor already. She nodded her yes while intently looking at the altar. Without moving her head, she motioned for me to come closer to her. Then in an almost hushed voice she said, <em>\u201cLook at the altar and tell me what you see.\u201d <\/em><\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5057\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5058\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5059\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5060\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\">I slowly turned my head<\/span> and the surprise pushed me back a few steps by what I saw.\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5062\">It was like a bright spotlight shining at the center of the altar cloth and the face of Jesus was illuminated in the middle. I looked on top of the chapel but there was no spotlight and all the lights were dim. I realized then that something special was happening. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5063\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5064\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5065\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5066\">I told her to wait as I rushed out of the building to get my camera, which happened to have a black and white film. I took several pictures. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5067\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5068\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5069\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5070\"><em>On our way out<\/em> of the hospital she told me what the surprised doctor said\u2026.\u201cNo cancer.\u201d<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5071\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5072\">We drove home jubilant from the hospital, with countless thank you prayers to God.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5073\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5074\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5075\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; color: #800000;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5077\">II.<\/span><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5078\"> Now the dream part. <em>[for discernment]<\/em><\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5079\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5080\">After one evening, I was awakened at night because my wife was talking and crying in her\u00a0dream. I just could not wake her up. I knew it was one of those special moments, so I left her alone. In the morning she told me about her dream: <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5081\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5082\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5083\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5084\">She was walking on a road that led to a rundown church. It was closed, so she looked through the window. Inside the church, she saw Jesus\u00a0in tears. \u201cOh my Lord,\u201d\u00a0she said, \u201cwhy are You crying?\u201d Jesus, Who was dressed like the Sacred Heart image, bent down and started to write something on a small piece of paper. Jesus then handed the paper to her. Bella looked at the paper and saw a word written on it.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5085\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5086\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5087\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><em><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5088\">\u201cABORTION.\u201d<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/em><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5089\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5090\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\">In an instant,<\/span> she seemed to have been transported to a place where babies were being viciously aborted from their mother\u2019s womb. She could hear the frantic cry from the babies who were so helpless. These babies were supposed to be protected in the safest place that they could be and yet they were being ripped apart. How can a mother allow this to happen to their child? There was blood all over. The sight and sound of violence was evident and echoed all around. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5091\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5092\">\u00a0<\/span><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5093\"> <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5094\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5095\">Then she found herself\u00a0in front of Jesus\u00a0again Who was about to write another message. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5096\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5097\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5098\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5099\">\u201cOPPRESSION\u201d<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5100\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5101\">She was transported to a place where the poor are treated worse than animals. \u201cAre we not created in the image and likeness of God,\u201d she thought. \u201cThese people have no possession except the ragged clothes they wear, and their children go hungry for days\u2026yet, the more abject their appearance, the more they are shunned by society. Nobody wants to help them or get involved.\u201d <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5102\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5103\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5104\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5105\">Bella was crying and with her heart pounding, found herself in front of Jesus.\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5107\">He wrote another word and gave her the small paper. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5108\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5109\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5110\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5111\">\u201cINJUSTICE.&#8221;<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5112\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5113\">After reading it, she suddenly found herself surrounded by people who were in jail because of false accusations. There were those who had to suffer insults and maltreatment because of the way they look or the color of their skin. How can these people be treated so unfairly, she thought?<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5114\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5115\">\u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5116\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5117\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\">Bella then found herself<\/span> in front of Jesus again as the previous experience faded.\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5119\">Jesus wrote another word and gave it to her. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5120\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5121\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5122\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5123\">\u201cGREED.&#8221;<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5124\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5125\">She saw around her all classes of people taking advantage of the less fortunate, the ignorant, and the weak. Those in higher office are using their position to their advantage and many who are rich want to accumulate more without thinking of sharing what they already have. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5126\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5127\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5128\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5129\">The scene disappeared and Jesus handed her another message. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5130\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5131\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5132\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5133\">\u201cLOSS OF CULTURE.\u201d<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5134\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5135\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\">She was perplexed <\/span>at first what that meant. Then she found herself around people who had lost their respect and values for what is right and holy. Many are desecrating the Eucharist without even knowing it. Elders are no longer respected as they once were. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5136\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5137\">\u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5138\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5139\">As the previous event was fading from her, Jesus once again wrote a word for her to read and experience.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5140\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5141\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5142\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5143\">\u201cLUST.&#8221;<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5144\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5145\">She understood why Our Lady at Fatima said that more people <span style=\"color: #800000;\">go to hell because of the sins of the flesh.<\/span> Many are overcome by sexual sins because of lack of prayer and sacrifice. Bella saw many broken families and relationships, as a result of lustful thoughts and actions. She found herself in the midst of these people who do not realize sin for what it is and are only hurting themselves and others, and gravely offending God. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5146\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5147\">\u00a0 <\/span><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5148\">\u00a0<\/span><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5149\"> <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5150\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5151\">Jesus who was still in tears wrote and gave Bella the last word.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5152\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5153\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5154\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5155\">\u201cVIOLENCE.&#8221;<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5156\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5157\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\">She was made to experience<\/span> all sorts of violence from the military to tribal wars of different ethnic groups, to domestic problems within the family. It is as if a movie became alive as she was transported into it with muggers, murderers and rapists in front of her while they were committing their heinous acts. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5158\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5159\">\u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5160\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5161\">At the end of Bella\u2019s intimate conversation with Jesus, she said to Him, \u201cMy Lord, if I tell anyone of my experience, nobody will believe.\u201d Jesus answered, <em>\u201cDon\u2019t worry about them. It\u2019s about you. What are you willing to do?\u201d<\/em> She then woke up.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5162\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5163\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5164\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5165\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\">Concerning the altar cloth image of Jesus,<\/span> I have reproduced it on a postcard-sized picture many times and shared it around. Some do not see anything no matter how they stare at it. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5165\">Some have been moved to conversion and healing. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5165\">One person told us he was going back to church as a result. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5165\">Another person insisted that the Holy Face of Jesus was embroidered in the middle of the altar cloth. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5165\">One pious lady said \u201c<\/span><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5166\">Clearly, Jesus is holding a chalice with his left hand (on our right side), and with His right Hand, Jesus\u00a0holds the Eucharist above the chalice. Moreover, I see the right arm of Jesus stretched across the beam of the Cross. It is so obvious.\u201d<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5167\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5168\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5169\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5170\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\">One day,<\/span> my wife showed the picture to a lady from church and asked her if she saw anything. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5170\">No matter how long she stared, nothing came up. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5170\"><em>Suddenly, her five-year old daughter<\/em> said \u201cI see a bird.\u201d Nobody had come up with that before, so we asked the girl to trace the bird for us. <\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5170\">Sure enough, it was like a dove in flight. It was so obvious that we wondered how we and others who have viewed the picture before could have missed it.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5171\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5172\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5173\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5174\">My brother in law from San Francisco was excited to see Pope John Paul II in the altar cloth picture, but for my part I clearly see Our Mother Mary.<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5175\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5176\">\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5177\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><strong><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5178\">Can you see anything at all?<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div><span id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5178\" style=\"font-size: 12pt;\">\u00a0<img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-4258\" src=\"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/datauri-file.png\" alt=\"datauri-file\" width=\"900\" height=\"619\" srcset=\"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/datauri-file.png 545w, https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/11\/datauri-file-255x175.png 255w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 900px) 100vw, 900px\" \/><\/span><\/div>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5744\" dir=\"ltr\" style=\"margin-bottom: 0pt; line-height: normal;\"><\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<div id=\"yiv3700222572yui_3_16_0_ym19_1_1474706498271_5184\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #008000;\"><em>[resources: <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Christmas books]<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/store.spiritdaily.com\/product-p\/c-12.htm\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" src=\"http:\/\/www.spiritdaily.org\/C-12-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p class=\"ap-story-p\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><em><strong><span style=\"font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;\">[February retreat in Vero Beach; <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"http:\/\/store.spiritdaily.com\/product-p\/gi-776.htm\" target=\"_blank\">details here<\/a><\/span>]<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"ap-story-p\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt;\"><em><strong><span style=\"font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;\">[March retreat in <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"http:\/\/store.spiritdaily.com\/product-p\/ret-9.htm\" target=\"_blank\">Atlanta<\/a><\/span>]<\/span><\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"ap-story-p\" style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;\"><em><strong>[Return to <span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><a style=\"color: #0000ff;\" href=\"http:\/\/www.spiritdaily.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Spirit Daily<\/a><\/span>]<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"gsp_post_data\" \r\n\t            data-post_type=\"post\" \r\n\t            data-cat=\"mail\" \r\n\t            data-modified=\"120\"\r\n\t            data-created=\"1480462747\"\r\n\t            data-title=\"The Mailbag: At An Altar\" \r\n\t            data-home=\"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\"><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 \u00a0 Through the Window of my Soul by Mike Dial \u00a0 This sharing come in two parts. 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