{"id":69346,"date":"2024-07-19T07:58:34","date_gmt":"2024-07-19T11:58:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/?p=69346"},"modified":"2024-07-24T09:08:20","modified_gmt":"2024-07-24T13:08:20","slug":"a-computer-scientists-near-death-experience","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/spiritdaily.org\/blog\/a-computer-scientists-near-death-experience\/","title":{"rendered":"A Computer Scientist’s Near-Death Experience"},"content":{"rendered":"

From God Reports<\/strong><\/a><\/span>:<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

He was a computer scientist-engineer working on avionics for the F-22 stealth fighter aircraft when he suffered a nervous breakdown and a massive automobile crash that nearly killed him.<\/p>\n

As his car hurtled through the air and hit a freeway stanchion and a tree that hot August night in 2002, God gave him a spectacular vision of the afterlife that changed his life.<\/p>\n

\u201cI lost consciousness as my body was tossed around like a rag doll by the impending collision,\u201d says Randall Rathbun, 64.<\/p>\n

\"Rathbun's<\/a>
Rathbun\u2019s Mitsubishi Eclipse after his accident<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Rathbun became a Christian in 1969 through the influence of his older brother, who was studying at seminary.<\/p>\n

But in his work for TRW in Rancho Bernardo at their Military Electronics Avionics Division, he got bored and distracted, which led him down the wrong path as a believer.<\/p>\n

He attended church regularly and was part of a worship team, but something was amiss. \u201cI wish I could say I lived a pure, pristine life, but I wasn\u2019t and that\u2019s what got me in trouble,\u201d he recounts.<\/p>\n

\u201cOn Saturday evenings I was living a double life. I was going down to San Diego, visiting prostitutes, not realizing I was setting myself up for a very serious encounter with reality.\u00a0Every time I visited a prostitute, my conscience would severely condemn me and I always ended up feeling more filthy and dirty in my spirit than ever before.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

He says his wayward sexual activity began on the Internet. \u201cThe Internet is just awash with it,\u201d Rathbun notes. \u201cProverbs says to watch your eyes. I wasn\u2019t watching my eyes; I was allowing them to wander. Plus I was a computer scientist and knew how to access more than most people.\u201d<\/p>\n

Porn fueled his visits to\u00a0prostitutes. \u00a0\u201cI always knew that looking at pictures and fantasizing was only fictional, and I felt impelled to do the real thing. \u00a0Finally I caved in, despite knowing that Scriptures expressly forbid this activity but rationalized my behavior away, stating to myself \u2018God will forgive me, no matter what I do’\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

In addition to his work on the F-22, Rathbun got involved with earthquake research on the side, and developed a friendship with another engineer in Oregon who was building advanced sensors they believed could detect quakes before they happened.<\/p>\n

The two men thought California was setting up for an 8.0 quake, and Rathbun warned his general manager at TRW. \u201cI said there\u2019s a big quake coming and I want to alert you ahead of time, but I didn\u2019t have documentation or evidence and I ended up looking very silly, like an alarmist. They didn\u2019t know what to think.\u201d<\/p>\n

His supervisor called him in and warned that he was spending too much time on earthquake research and it was affecting his work on the F-22 project. They ordered a psychologist to evaluate him.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt was very unnerving and I lost it,\u201d he admits. Instead of going to his appointment with the psychologist scheduled at 5 pm on a Friday, he \u201cescaped.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI thought my whole career was crushed. I didn\u2019t think the psychologist would understand a single thing about my earthquake research.\u201d<\/p>\n

As he drove north on Highway 163 in his Mitsubishi Eclipse toward his home in Escondido, he suffered a nervous breakdown.<\/p>\n

A nervous breakdown or mental breakdown is usually temporary in nature, and often tied to psychological burnout, severe overwork, or other stresses that may temporarily overwhelm someone who is otherwise sound mentally.<\/p>\n

As his car raced ahead at high speed, he thought he heard a voice telling him to take his hands off the wheel. By the time he put his hands back on the wheel it was too late. The car was out of control, went off the shoulder,\u00a0\"randy<\/a>and hurtled into the freeway stanchion and a eucalyptus tree.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong>\u201c<\/strong>Suddenly I awoke to find myself arising about 20 feet above my car, but bound in chains,\u201d Rathbun recounts. \u201cI struggled with all my might to break free, but it was totally useless.\u201d<\/p>\n

He could not imagine where he was. Then he began to fall. \u201cThe sensation of falling continued to grow as I picked up speed. It felt like an elevator in free fall. I could sense that my descent was quickening, faster and faster.\u201d<\/p>\n

He was not prepared for what happened next. \u201cAn extremely loud scream burst right beside my head.\u201d The scream was so loud, it almost deafened him.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt was a voice that was screaming like a jet engine\u2026 an angry defiant voice\u2026<\/p>\n

And I recognized what it now was saying\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u2019s mine, he\u2019s mine,\u201d the voice screamed. \u201cHis name is liar, liar, liar, and I am taking him to the Lake of Fire.\u201d<\/p>\n

Down he went, descending into darkness and smoke.<\/p>\n

He cried out amidst the onrush of gloom, \u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>\n

Suddenly three scriptures appeared before him, written, but somehow also spoken. He says those three Scriptures are burned indelibly in his mind.<\/p>\n

The first said, \u201cThe wages of sin is death\u201d (Romans 6:23)<\/p>\n

The second said, \u201cVerily, verily, I say unto you, Whosoever commits sin is the servant of sin.\u201d (John 8:34)<\/p>\n

Then a third spoke to him, \u201cBe not deceived, God is not mocked, whatsoever a man sows, that shall he reap\u201d (Galatians 6:7)<\/p>\n

\u201cAs I heard the third living verse, I was stung right through the heart, totally rebuked.\u201d Suddenly the remembrance of his secret sins flooded upon him in a convicting manner.<\/p>\n

His willful sins, uncleanness, and defiance of God\u2019s clear teaching flashed into his mind. \u201cI could see a long, long trail of sexual sins. Worse yet, I could see how I had deceived myself.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI had truly deceived myself into believing that I could willfully sin, yet God\u2019s grace would cover me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Now he realized he deceived himself, but had not fooled God at all. He felt God would not forgive him and he was about to receive the full payment for his disobedience.<\/p>\n

\u201cI became paralyzed by fear as a worse thought gripped my soul. It was a thought so tremendous in magnitude that human minds cannot comprehend it fully while on earth. I was going to hell for all eternity, forever and ever and ever.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNo matter how long I could think, eternity was yet an infinite distance beyond that.\u201d<\/p>\n

He realized that God is perfectly just and he was about to receive that perfect justice, the fruit of his sin.<\/p>\n

As he descended, the atmosphere became unbearable. \u201cIt began to get very warm and oppressive. I began to have trouble breathing; it was as if thick smoke was starting to smother everything.\u201d<\/p>\n

Then he heard a strange roar \u2014 people screaming!<\/p>\n

\u201cIt was the worst screams you can imagine\u2026thousands of people screaming\u2026 no\u2026 millions of people screaming.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThe screams were so awful, that you couldn\u2019t bear them. Just one scream alone would make the hair on the back of your arm stand up. But I was hearing millions of them,\u201d he recounts.<\/p>\n

\u201cEverything was discordant and worse, everything was a scream of pain, beyond anyone\u2019s imagination. It was screams of torment\u2026 screams of pain, screams of suffering, screams of obscenities, screams of rebellion, but most of all \u2014 screams of hell by the damned.\u201d<\/p>\n

Then he heard a new sound, as terrifying as the screams. The sound was caused by flames of fire, a conflagration beyond description.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt sounded like continuing rolling thunder, or of flames consuming but yet not consuming. I had heard fire while living on the earth and had seen 100 foot flames incinerate hillsides in a few seconds, but the flames on earth were nothing compared to the sound I was beginning to hear.\u201d<\/p>\n

Suddenly, a very loud popping sound rang out, like gunshot being fired next to his head from a 30-30 Winchester or M80 firecrackers. The popping sounds rang out as he was about to hit the Lake of Fire.<\/p>\n

Then things went dark.<\/p>\n

[resources: What You Take To Heaven<\/a>]<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

+<\/p>\n

Part Two:<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

He was a computer scientist-engineer working on the F-22 stealth fighter project in 2002 when he had a massive automobile crash in which he nearly died. As his car flew through the air he lost consciousness, and God gave him a frightening vision of hell.<\/p>\n

In his vision, his chained body hurtled downward toward the Lake of Fire and he heard awful screams and felt choking smoke and heat. He also saw three Scriptures that convicted him about his double life. He had been attending church regularly but visiting prostitutes on the weekend.<\/p>\n

As the roar of hell\u2019s fiery flames rose to meet him, suddenly everything went dark for a second and he found himself 3,000 miles above the earth.<\/p>\n

\u201cThe first thing I said, was \u2018I got out, I don\u2019t know how I escaped, how I got out.\u201d<\/p>\n

Then Rathbun had a personal encounter with God the Father. Rathbun says the Father was obscured so he could not see him.<\/p>\n

\u201cMy son, you have an important decision to make and I\u2019m going to let you make the decision and give you all the time you need to make it,\u201d the Father began.<\/p>\n

Rathbun was struck by His authority. \u201cHis voice had so much authority the universe would shake. You couldn\u2019t get any more authority than that voice. It was the authority that said \u2018let there be light\u2019 and it was done. I had never heard that kind of authority my whole life.\u201d<\/p>\n

Then the Father said something that surprised him: \u201cI trust you My son.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI hadn\u2019t heard my own earthly dad say that in 51 years. My own dad didn\u2019t trust me. Here was the person with the most authority telling me He trusted me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Rathbun tried to argue with Him. \u201cThis doesn\u2019t make any sense at all. I was almost in hell. I almost hit the Lake of Fire. I did everything to disobey you. I went against your Word. How could you trust me?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI know all that and I have put all that on my own Son,\u201d He said. Rathbun knew that all his sins had been placed on Jesus on the Cross, but now, it became much more real. It was only by the Precious Blood of Jesus shed on the cross that atoned for his sins and allowed him to escape the judgment he deserved in hell.<\/p>\n

Then the Father told Rathbun he would let him see areas of Heaven. \u201cAfter you are done sampling these areas of Heaven you can decide where you want to go and be.\u201d<\/p>\n

Then Rathbun went on the tour of his life. The first thing that struck him was the immensity of Heaven. \u201cIt is huge. It is a very joyous place. Everywhere I looked was praise and worship. All of heaven was permeated with wonderful joy, very harmonious. It was the opposite of hell with people screaming and yelling. I went from night into day, darkness into light. Now I could see how good the good really was,\u201d he recounts.<\/p>\n

Universities in heaven<\/strong><\/p>\n

The first area of heaven Rathbun visited involved education. \u201cI had been a magna summa cum laude<\/em> graduate from college. I was valedictorian of my high school and college. The Father let me know there are universities of learning in heaven.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHe reminded me that all knowledge comes from Himself.\u201d Rathbun was startled to find areas in heaven with colleges similar to his earthly experience. However, one difference is that none of the books and none of the instruction contain anything in error, only truth.<\/p>\n

The Father told him he could continue to grow in his understanding of mathematics. \u201cMath is not an earthly invention; it is something God overlaid on all creation,\u201d Rathbun notes. \u201cMathematics is how God puts things together. God is a lawful God and mathematics is a pure description of God\u2019s law.\u201d<\/p>\n

Artistic endeavors continue<\/strong><\/p>\n

In the second area he visited he saw people engaged in artistic activities, making crafts and other things with their own hands.<\/p>\n

\u201cI had finished carpentry for five years and had done well. The Father knew I had a carpentry talent. He showed me the place where you take your gifts. He knows the gifts and talents he gave you,\u201d and encourages you to further develop them in heaven.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou can be a carpenter here like My Son,\u201d the Father told him.<\/p>\n

\u201cI saw women working with embroidery, making the most incredible tapestries for the homes in heaven. They were using transparent but shiny cloth. It vastly exceeded anything on earth. The women did it out of love. One of the joys of heaven is to continue to make things like this\u2014fine furniture, jewelry, and gifts to give to each other.\u201d<\/p>\n

The orchards of heaven<\/strong><\/p>\n

Then God placed Rathbun in the middle of an apricot orchard. \u201cThere are vast orchards in heaven,\u201d he reports. \u201cJohn writes about the Tree of Life and the 12 fruits.\u201d<\/p>\n

Rathbun inspected ripe apricots on the trees. \u201cEverything glows with light up there and is transparent. You can actually see through the stuff. It is not like matter down here. It is like looking at glass but they are living things, glowing with the light of God.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThe flowers were blooming and fruitful at the same time,\u201d he notes. \u201cI could smell the apricot fragrance and it was indescribable, with a slight hint of almond. Then I saw orange groves, pears, all perfect fruit, no blemishes, no yellow leafs. It was very alive.\u201d<\/p>\n

Meaningful fellowship<\/strong><\/p>\n

Then God showed him a social center in heaven. Rathbun had always wanted to develop his speaking abilities. \u201cThings didn\u2019t work out in high school and I didn\u2019t get on the debate team,\u201d he recalls.<\/p>\n

\u201cPerhaps you would like to learn how to share the truth of Heaven,\u201d the Father told him.<\/p>\n

Then Rathbun saw crowds learning how to speak \u201cwith Heaven\u2019s standards.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThere were also groups meeting together, having fellowship with one another, social centers, areas all over where people could gather for talking, and fellowship.<\/p>\n

Then he took me to two other areas that had to do with Heaven itself. \u201cHe would not allow me to remember this part. It was like a very special treasure waiting for God to unwrap and show you. It is not in my conscious memory,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n

The throne room<\/strong><\/p>\n

The ultimate was saved for last, when God gave him a glimpse of the throne room. \u201cThe Father had masked out Himself in the center because the light was so bright it would have instantly blinded me. What was going on above the throne was what he wanted me to fully taste and experience. Right above the throne there is a rainbow, and that rainbow is multicolored.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThe part I focused in on was absolutely incredible, gorgeous violet, a deep purple color. The seraphim were immersed in that flame. It was a fire, very hot; it was very pure.<\/p>\n

\u201cThe seraphim were in there singing and they were going back and forth in a semicircular pattern in that rainbow.\u201d<\/p>\n

It seemed to Rathbun they actually passed through each other, with one group traveling clockwise and another group moving counter-clockwise. \u201cTheir singing and worship was absolutely the most incredible worship you have ever had a chance to hear.<\/p>\n

\u201cIsaiah said he was undone when he heard the seraphim singing. When I heard them sing I was totally melted down instantly on the spot from the beauty and purity and the holiness of that worship. It was in 16 or more part harmony. They were unified in this incredible, holy, worship. I was pulled right into that.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI told the Father, \u2018Here is where I want to be for eternity. This is the best part of heaven.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n

Then God pulled him away from the throne room. He said, \u201cNo, I want you to make a fair decision. If I allowed you to stay longer with the seraphim, it would have fixed things for all eternity.\u201d<\/p>\n

Rathbun was \u201cmiffed\u201d that he was pulled away from such an incredible scene of beauty, purity, and holiness. He sat for a moment, trying to take it all in.<\/p>\n

\u201cHave you made up your mind yet?\u201d the Father asked.<\/p>\n

How could I answer the Father?<\/em>\u00a0he thought.\u00a0All heaven is so wonderful, beyond imagination<\/em>. \u201cI don\u2019t know what to say or do. I need your help,\u201d Rathbun\u00a0replied.<\/p>\n

\u201cGladly, my son, I will help you,\u201d the Father said.<\/p>\n

A tapestry of his life<\/strong><\/p>\n

Then God unfolded a tapestry \u201clike an excel spreadsheet\u201d that described Rathbun\u2019s life. \u201cI saw the beginning where I was born. The 18 years until I was born again were grayed out. After that the things counted. It was a beautiful tapestry.\u201d<\/p>\n

Rathbun peered with curiosity at one section of the tapestry and asked, \u201cWhat is that?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThose are your eternal rewards. I have planned (rewards for) everyone\u2019s life. If they are obedient to my will, their tapestry is filled in with My Divine works.<\/p>\n

\u201cThis is different from salvation,\u201d Rathbun notes. \u201cNo one can earn salvation. But there are rewards that come from cooperating with God. He showed me the tapestry up to the automobile accident. He showed me the tapestry into the future and I had 30-35 years to go.\u201d<\/p>\n

As a result of his vision, Rathbun thinks he will live to be 80-85.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhy are there are more rewards after the accident?\u201d he asked God.<\/p>\n

\u201cBecause you have decided to more fully obey Me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Then Rathbun remembered he had just been rescued from hell and the Father had offered him the very best of heaven.<\/p>\n

\u201cI realized God had purely loved me with totally unselfish motives and He had not said one thing about what he wanted.\u201d<\/p>\n

So he turned to God and said, \u201cWait a second, Father, You just gave me the very best you had. You haven\u2019t said one thing about what you want. Heaven is about love and I should be loving you. So I\u2019m going to ask you, what do you want? What is your will?\u201d<\/p>\n

Rathbun could feel the Father smiling after he said that.<\/p>\n

\u201cHe made me know He wanted me to come back to earth and talk about Him. He told me what was going to happen in the auto accident very lovingly and caringly. It was like He said. There would be broken bones and lacerations, blood all over and contusions, and much pain.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI want to go back,\u201d he told the Father.<\/p>\n

\u201cAre you sure?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cIf I can hold Your Hand I can get thru anything.\u201d<\/p>\n

The Father beamed when He said that. \u201cYou have made a wise decision,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n

Return to a painful reality<\/strong><\/p>\n

Instantly, Rathbun was back in the car, flying through the air as it hit a eucalyptus tree. \u201cI was screaming in pain. It was just as bad as he told me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Rathbun cried out, \u201cNo, no, I want to go back to heaven.\u201d<\/p>\n

The Holy Spirit reminded him,\u00a0Randall, you made your decision and it is final<\/em>.<\/p>\n

When paramedics arrived at the horrific crash scene, they intubated him. \u201cI had a tube put down my throat for breathing and I choked on that tube for several hours. My body thrashed around and they finally duct-taped me to gurney.<\/p>\n

\u201cI had to hold on to God with all my faith. I was fully conscious.\u201d<\/p>\n

Rathbun had many broken bones, contusions, and almost broke his back in half. \u201cThey had to bleach the car there was so much blood. When I came home I was in a body cast. It took me 8 months to recover.\u201d<\/p>\n

After he recovered, he got his clearance back from the government. He is currently self-employed,\u00a0involved with software development.<\/p>\n

As a result of his experience, Rathbun has been profoundly touched by the Father\u2019s love. \u201cMen don\u2019t know who the Father is. When you see him for who he really is it will change you.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAt the point of the accident I didn\u2019t have a father. The Father in heaven believes in us. He rescued me right before I hit the Lake of Fire. It was all grace on his part. He wants to reveal himself to us, particularly his purity and his holiness.\u201d<\/p>\n

Rathbun\u2019s double life is over. His desire for obedience is a response to the love he found in God. \u201cThe Father has been increasing his holiness in me. It is the vital factor that will keep us from wandering off, looking for love in the wrong places.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou want to stay pure for the father because you feel special, you feel treasured by him; He is very loving. He has to be sought out with 100 percent of your heart.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cA passion for God has to be birthed in a man\u2019s spirit, so that His spirit comes afire and light with passion for the Father\u2019s purity and holiness. If we can get a glimpse of that holiness, it will be crucial towards setting us men free.\u201d<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

If you would like to know more about a personal relationship with God, go\u00a0here<\/a><\/i>\u2026<\/p>\n

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